That's understandable, I'm just so tired of watching them fall everytime. It hurts far too much. *hugs back* Thanks, I feel kind of better in a way, actually. I'd like to think that I'm over him, because I only think he's hot and stuff at this point (he's very dirty, proof of my texts yesterday hahaha). I feel like we're friends and that's it, which is nice. I would like to think I'm over him, but that would be getting my hopes up again. All the other times when I thought I was over him, and then I see him and I fall to pieces.. Thanks. :)
Yes you did, but now I've listened to it too much and I don't like it as much anymore. Hahaha. And there's no way it was my favorite song. Thanks.. Okay, now the pain's here. Took a few days. Haha. Was barely noticable until right now.
-- Edited by Moonstar on Sunday 12th of April 2009 02:06:14 AM
That's okay Moony. This prolly won't help, and I'm sure you've heard it a bazzilion times, but this guy isn't everything. Just wait for your Edward Cullen Moony, he'll find you :DD
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That's understandable, I'm just so tired of watching them fall everytime. It hurts far too much. *hugs back* Thanks, I feel kind of better in a way, actually. I'd like to think that I'm over him, because I only think he's hot and stuff at this point (he's very dirty, proof of my texts yesterday hahaha). I feel like we're friends and that's it, which is nice. I would like to think I'm over him, but that would be getting my hopes up again. All the other times when I thought I was over him, and then I see him and I fall to pieces.. Thanks. :)
I know I probably shouldn't have quoted your WHOLE post, but I'd like to say, I'm listening to You Found Me, by The Fray. It is a very inspirational song, and since my life is such crap because everyone thinks they can boss me around, and control me. And I used to always ask God, "Why is my life such crap?" I never found out. I wish I knew, though. I will never know, I guess. That's why I like this song so much. *pointys to sig* As you can see. Lol...
Again, I digress.
Moonie, life sucks sometimes, Doesn't it? Life always seems to hurt, and never heal. Only hurt more. And you'll think it's gettin' better, and it's not. But think of it as a cut. You can ignore the pain, and feel it later, or get over it, and live life, not caring that you're bleeding and in pain. I'm pretty sure we all ignore it. But if you let it bleed, like all cuts, it stops. And you forget that your were ever hurt. Of coursem there are those cuts that never seem to stop bleeding, but that's only because you don't want them to stop bleeding, because you don't want to let go of those hurtful memories that rack your brain with a billion questions. Eh. Let it all go. Live life. You brake a bone; it hurts a lot, am I right? But, doesn't it go away, after a while? Like life? Actually, life sucks a lot of the time. But I watched the movie Slumdog Millionaire last night (Don't watch this without parent permission! It's rated R!),and it's about a boy who grew up in the slums of India, and grew up his whole life stealing things and begging, pretty much. And somehow, he never stayed with his love until the end. But he never gave up. Never. Even when his mother died, even when he was almost killed, almost blinded, and when he was seperated from his love, Latika. Jamal Malik, the kid from the slums, the kid who grew up, and got all the questions right on India's 'Who Wants to Be A Millionaire?' just because of all the crap he went through, and who ended up winning a million dollars. The boy, to put it in short, who never gave up. Don't give up. Because the character in this movie... The actors make it seem to real; like it all really happened. When you think you lived through crap. Think of what Jamal went through, and be happy with what you have.
That probably helped very little, but yeah... xD
[RANT] SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE IS THE BEST MOVIE EVER. EVERRRRRRRRRRRR. I LOVE ITTTTTTTTT. IT WON THE AWARD \FOR THE BEST FILM OF 2008! [/endRANT]
But seriously. Talk to a parent before watching any movies I (Florestadream) suggest. Most of them are probably not appropraite for any people under fourteen (But for this movie's case, seventeen). I'm just a little different. xD
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okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Wowwow Restie, thanks, hahaha. To everything. Yeah, I kinda wanted to see SM actually, my parents would let me (rare occasaion, haha). Maybe I will now. You Found Me is the most wicked song evahhh. I it. thanks for the advice. i know that i'm causing the wound to not heal, but it does seem to never bleed... it seems that whatever i do, it always will. i can ignore him, confront him, cry over him, kiss someone else, whatever i do... it never seems to stop. mmkay i'mma go write poetry about exactly that =3