Lillers: hahah, yes, Renesme is good :] I haven't read Breaking Dawn yet though... getting to it.. eventually... the books are WAAYYYY too long. Resta: Yeah, Seth's cool x3 Hahah awww clapping when you left the theater? So meann!! Mossie: Yeah, most people like New Moon better. There was just something weird about it to me though. And yes, Jacob IS hot. I haven't read BD yet, though, so I wouldn't know if he becomes of jerk or not! xDD
November 21st, 2009 12:48 PM My birthday was yesterday. I turned fifteen(: One of my best friend got me a life-size cut-out of Zac Efron Funniest present ever? I think so. I also got some amazing socks, alot of spa stuff [because I LOOVEE doing home spas], an awesome iPod speaker thing, and a cool shirt and slippers. And some other little things. And I'm excited about being fifteen, but it also makes me super sad- I mean, I have three years of childhood left. That really upset me last night. I don't want to fend for my own. I'm a work-together person, I dont work well alone. And I'll have to do that til I get married obviously, and I just want company fast. I don't even know. Also, my best friends have pulled me through everything... two of them are in tenth grade this year so I only have two years left with them. After they leave for college, I can just consider our friendship over since it's like impossible to keep in touch unless you go to the same college. One of my other best friends is a year younger than us, so she's gonna have the tenth graders leave and then me leave. It'll be sad. Anyways, I just feel like I'm growing up too fast I guess.
In case you were wondering, yes I still adore Chris. Ihe the lunch line we happened to be standing next to each other. We were so close he was touching me and I was just completely losing it. I honestly was like breathing really quickly and gasping quietly.
~~ i had a dream that you were with me it wasn't my fault you rolled me over, flipped me over like a sommersault and that doesn't happen to me i've never been here before i saw forever in my never and i stood outside her heaven.. ~~
three years isn't a lot once you think of it -- you're totally right. and most of my friends, however, are in my grade, since i never get the chance to talk to my friend who is a year older than me. she and i hardly see eachother, so it's kind of like... "hey," when we see eachother. and on the contrary, i constantly fend for myself. i tend not to like to work with others, since i argue. a lot. alotlotlotlotlotlotlotlotlotlotlotlotlot. haha! ~
and chris. that stupid chris. and i know how you feel. i swear when i'm near the guy i like, i start to hyperventilate, because i don't know what else to do. amen to that, moonie.
iloveyoumoonie, dear!
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okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
No way moonie, my bday's 11-22 and I just turned fifteen as well! ;DD
I've recently grown to hate this one guy because I like him so much, and have completely forgotten about the whole male population besides him, lol. He's like, my best friend this year and a sophmore. My other best friend is a Junior, and my almost-best friend is a Senior. I'll miss them all sooo much when they leave!! :'[
But happy very late bday!!! Good luck with the Chris thing, I know the way my breathing and heart go crazy when I'm around my guy-friend now. :\
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moonie! happy birthday, my dear. fifteen will be an awesome year, don't forget that :] haha, your a teenn. :]
i totally know how you feel about guys. i've recently been through a breakup [and i hate the guy, he called me a who** and is so rude but that's another story] and i have a crush [and my ex is super mad because he still has feelings for me but he won't admit it and was like 'you were rubbing it all in my face on facebook'...]. and we have orchestra together. i'm a 6th grader and he's in 7th. and i completely love him and feel so numb when we're together, i swear he can tell. it's scary, but exciting moonie. i hope you win chris' heart :]
resta ~ the friends who are a year older than me live right next door to me, so that makes it easy. so does the fried who's a year younger than me x3 we all hang out together a bunches. hah, i argue too! i'm very short-tempered. got that from my mother.. hrmm.. yesyesyes, i totally hyperventilate and iloveyoutoorestabella! ^^
lillers ~ ahhh we're the same agee! :D well happy late birthday to you m'dear. hahah. and that boy friendship thing sounds too darn adorable :33 best of luck! aww, thank you! it was a great bday. (: and yes, i tend to breathe differently around him xD
mossie ~ awhhh thank you! hahah, well i was a teen at thirteen, but i still am one now! well that guy sounds rude. don't give him your time of day anymore. i won't allow you to hahah, and thanks. i don't really want to wni his heart though. i mean, we just didn't work out. i would rather get over him (: ilysm!
January 16st, 2010 10:20 AM Hey guys! Well, auditions for the school play were over this entire week... yesterday I found out that I GOT A PART! This is my very first musical, too, so I'm super happy. My name is Bun Foo, I have ten lines, and I almost ALWAYS speak ONLY Chinese. I also have Chinese singing solos! This is gonna be super hard, but so rewarding in the end! I'm very excited (: Oh, also, I takled with the directors afterward and they suggested I start taking voice lessons with them. They said I have a really great voice and I'm just in the stage of my life where trasitioning from chest voice to head voice is difficult, which is completely true, so I am going to start taking voice lessons! ALSO excited for that! :D
Hmm, well, I only liked Chris a teeny tiny bit until I had another dream about him last night. Those always suck me right back. I wish he would stop being attractive and sweet and just perfect from my perspective. We did have a conversation in the lunch line about two weeks ago, when I didn't really like him anymore. Can you say AWWKWARRDD? But he did make an effort to keep conversation going, so props for that.
Anyways, that's it.
~~ what am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you? what am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up and you're okay? i'm falling to pieces, yeah i'm falling to pieces ~~