See, the only thing is, Moony, I think he likes me anyways, though. So its confusing! So... yeah... Because he was REALLY nice today. Sorry I haven't been on lately. School project... Ew.
Lily, all I can say, is it takes a lot of guts. xD
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
He wasn't allowed to go to the dance. Never. He hasn't gone to a single one, though all his friends went. Hahahaahahahaha. So maybe I still have a chance. I don't know, though I hope so. Anyways, I might as well blabber on about band and what I talked to him and the other saxophones about.
Okay, so on Tuesday, my friend Kate wasn't in, so it was mostly the guy saxophones, though one couldn't play because he broke his radius. Anyways, so I sat down, all ready and all that stuff, and so I started to practice a song I was having trouble with. My friend John put his stuff on the stand next to mine, but after he left, my crush, Paul, came over and took the seat next to me. So John came over and they started yelling. So I eventually got very mad and said, "My gods, John. Put Tyler over here." "No!" John yelled. So Paul moved. It turned out okay, though. Because John, Paul, Alex and I talked the whole time, and just laughed a lot. And then after that, Paul and I talked on our way down and just kinda laughed at each other. We're so mean to one-another, but I like him... xDD Makes me laugh.
Anyways, the day after that, Paul sat farther away, so I talked only to John, which wasn't that bad. John and I are pretty good friends, I think, if I didn't make him mad when I told the girl he lieks that he had something to ask her... xD He told me to! xDDDD
Okay, so the day after that, I was sitting where we sat Tuesday. So I talked to them again, and then when I went to go out, Paul, Alex and I started to call each other bullies, and I started to get mad. So then Katie came over, and wrecked it and suddenly Alex said, "How's your parallel universe?" I started to laugh, even though I didn't knwo what he meant. Eventually I got the story from Paul, though it was kinda confusing... xD
EDIT : So at the dance on Friday, I saw my friends Matt and Alec sitting on the bleachers, looking bored. So I went over and talked to them. The music was so loud, I kept saying, "WHAT?!" So eventually, and somehow in unison, they said, "I LOVE YOU!" I started to laugh, and so did they. We're good friends, and I knew they were joking, and they're like brothers, total goof-balls. A lot of other cool stuf happened at the dance, but I'm too lazy to type it. My brotherly friends. Gotta love 'em.
Resta
-- Edited by Florestadream at 17:03, 2009-02-08
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Okay, a little update... John's totally mad about what I did. He was like, "I'M NOT TALKIN' TO YOU!" He talked to me anyways, the idiot. xDDD His friends are mad at me too, except for a couple. Hahahahaha... He can't turn them all against me.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Hm... I should be doing my homework... Hahahaha! Anyways, I have some boring stuff to post... Feel free to ignore this. It's about my crush. And you guys are probably sick of hearing about him! Lol!
Anyways, so I got moved in Band to the front row because he put the Flute Two that was in the front in the back! Anyways, so after band, my crush and I didn't talk to each other, but once we were on our way up, just a few steps before the door he said, "French!" I just had to roll my eyes. I'm not stupid. I know I have French, I thought.
And then, in French, Kyle and I started to laugha dn tease Paul about the fact that he does these odd things with his face... xD Anyways, so we just fooled around, and did some work. And when I looked for my friend that was my buddy for that 'time' (ever heard of clock buddies?! Lol!) I didn't see him, so Kyle was with Paul and shouted, "HEY! JOIN OUR GROUP!" Even though Paul groaned, he smiled, and then frowned when I joined my friends Callie and Julie. And then after we looked at pictures, and did a few skits, we had to go back to our seats and wrote down three words of phrases we learned. So I wrote my three down first. And we were playing French Hangman. So I used the word d'accord, which is okay in French. Anyways, so I went up, and crumpled out my paper like a total spazz. And I might as well tell you, I was in front of the whole class. So i let people guess, and we were off by one leg when I asked my crush, because everyone had raised their hand but him. He didn't even raise his hand. Kyle told me to call on him. ANYWAYS, so I called on him, and he said, "Wha...?! FINE. The word is d'accord. Happy now?" I just laughed at him and erased the white board and went back to my seat. Then I let my friend Callie sign my pencil case. Then I asked Paul if he would and he was like, "Why...?" And then he said, "All right. Gimme the pencil case, then!" And my friend Josie had it, so after she signed it, he did. All he did, was in the top right corner on the back, was his last name!~ I remembered that. Oh! And before, Paul and Kyle were talking and then they said to me, "WE HAVE NO HOMEWORK!" And then we started to argue and then I swore when I said, "Shut the ____ up!" He then scrunched his face and said, "Oh. That's nice!" I just sat down after that. And then after the class ended and we were waiting to leave to the buses, he and I argued, and then talked about his bully-brother. And when my friend came over, he looked over his shoulder and then gave them a glare... Kinda creepy. Like he wanted them to go away. And when my friend Kate came over, I ignored her, and just listend to Paul. It was amusing. She was like, "WELL THEN!" He and I laughed a lot... Anyways! I might as well just type some more about what happened between him and I. So I got a basketball during recess, because it was actually pretty warm today! Anyways, so my friend Saige and I were playing basketball with two of our friends, and my friend Mike, and he stared at me the whole flippin' time. It was kinda... Um, how do I put it? Creepy? Hahahaha! Anyways, so I went inside, and he and I started to talk, but then I talked with Kyle, and he went poof. Basically, I said, "Hey... Where'd Paul go?" I didn't know. xD So it was pretty interesting. I mean, Paul is nice when he's not around his guy friends, and I'm not around my guy friends. He practically bites my head off when I talk to my guy friend. It's... creepy.
Oh! And my other guy friend, John, not the one from before, might be kinda angry at me, or trying to stop me from liking Paul. Okay, so this morning we had an awards ceremony fro something... I didn't pay attention. Anyways, so after, I went to get my backpack (and it was by my friend Sam's!) and talked to John. John I think was mad that I left this special concert thing early, and he knows I like Paul. John is like my best friend. Anyways, so we were talking as we dropped our instruments off, and he told me the story of how Paul's brother tried to beat some kid up. He messed the beating the person up part wrong. Paul's brother pushed someone down, not that that's any better. Anyways, so I was like, "Um... Okay then! I can't believe that!" And when I told Paul that John told me that, he was like, "What the... How the heck does John know about that anyways? He wasn't at our game!" And that made me kinda freaked out. How does John know all these things, and why does he tell me? I'd like to know. And yes, my friend Kyle does still like me. But it's not awkward anymore!~ Yay!
Okay, I should be doing my homework now! If I remember anything, I'll be sure to edit this post!
ReStA
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Okay, so here's what happened. My really great friend, let's call him Chase, asked out the girl he likes today. And she said no. Just no. And I didn't know for a while, but when we walked inside I saw the girl he likes walking beside him with a white teddy bear that HE BOUGHT for her. She dumped him before he gave it to her, but still! So once I found out, I made him take a cup cake and I made sure he got it. I almost started to cry for him. He's like my older brother, and I feel so bad for him! I'm going to call him tomorrow; I promised him I would. I care about him like a sister would!
Oh, and today was just kinda boring at school. We didn't have a party or anything... xD I hope I get something in the mail tomorrow. *sarcasm*
Hahahaha! JK, I mean, who would send me something?! Hahaha! Except my friends... I'm drawing a big group picture with my close friends in it! My crush is a close friend; no joke! My friend Kyle is making fun of him in the picture, like he always does! xD
Deeply Moved and Troubled,
ReStA
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .