OHGAWSHHH HE LIKE YOU RESTAAA. I see why you need undeniable proof though, I'm the same way. You're just kind of in a state of awe or you don't want to get your hopes up (that is me) because you're afraid. So I don't blame you for that. As Flammable said, WE ARE NOT THE ONLY ONES WHO USE CODE NAMES!!! *jumps for joy* BUT HE. LIKE. YOUUUUU. Awww, so cewt. ^^
Hahaha, Andri came up to me and said J.[insert Paul's last initial]. That made me mad. And then they kept putting my first name with guys last names. *slams head on desk*
Nick went up to Paul and asked him, "Do you love Jenna?" He blushed... A lot. I could see it where I was sitting. His ears were bright red. *giggles* But I'unno. And when I had to do something in french in front of the whole class I had to pick someone to have the convo with and he stared at me and then I grinned and said, "George!" Not him. xD
Hahaha, I have had codenames for every single person I have ever liked, Moonie. Paul's is really funny and yet awkward, because it involves a really weird animal... xD
I guess he does... He might kind of. And Sasha screamed today, "HE LOVES YOU!" in front of Paul. And he looked right at me.
[ An whenever I sit back in my seat Kyle pushes his chair back so I can't see Paul. I don't push in my chair. I'm a real rebel... xD ]
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
I like Paul, but that doesn't mean he doesn't tick me off sometimes. D:
Today during French, Sasha and I were partners for something that included rolling dice. So we sat at a table that Paul was also sitting at. And he was really irritating us, and we were like, "We will chuck these dice at your head if you don't stop being so stupid." Then Sasha rolled the dice and it landed near Paul's foot, so he kicked it behind the teacher's desk. We started yelling at each other, and then Sasha and I got in trouble for what he did! I was really mad. And then he was trying to be like my best friend, and when he saw he wasn't going to faze me, he started acting like a total... AUGH! I CAN'T BELIEVE HIM!
And at the end of the day, Andri came up to me and kept saying, "PAUL LIKES YOU, PAUL LIKES YOU!" And when he wouldn't shut up, I said in a stern, steely voice, "Andri, shut up right now. He does NOT like me. So just drop it." And then he GIGGLED (seriously? guys giggle?) and said, "I'unno... I know these things." Which is true; somehow he knows these things. So know I really need ot know for sure. Oh. Also during French, she went to Paul, WHILE I WAS THERE, "YOU LOVE RESTAAAAAA!"
OH! And when I said, "I think I lost my composition notebook!" He laughed at me. So I kicked down his books. Man was he mad! Ah... oh well. xD
Forever and Always Confused, I am, Resta.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
I know some of you are probably sick of hearing about Paul, but...
Okay, so today we had this big composition that had to be done in three hours, and we had a break in between the first session and second. And Paul is in my French class. It was the same composition for everyone, but we had to go to the chosen block. So during the break I was talking to Kyle about how I started crying last night when Dustfinger died in Inkspell. So then Paul comes over and says, "Really now? For him?" "He died for Farid! I hate Farid!" was all I could reply as I rubbed my forehead. "Eh... Farid was pretty stupid," he replied, laughing. Then I nodded and ate my Jolly Rancher. Somehow we got onto the topic of soccer, and I was like, "Ew... No offense Kyle, but I hate soccer." "Soccer sucks," agreed Paul in a more rude way. So then Kyle walks away, and Paul was all nice to me. "When I was little, I played soccer, and at a game this kid kicked me and made me fall down. So I decked him," was his story. That made me crack up and start laughing my head off. Then he was laughing with me and said, "It was pretty funny." Then I stopped to an occasional giggled and said, because somehow eventually we got to the topic of how to catch him by surprise and then how to punch or kick him, "You need to act all nice, and like you are just talking to them, then punch them!" So then Paul started laughing and nodded. Then I said, "Like this!" and I thought I kicked his shoe... But turns out I kicked his bone. And he almost crashed into me, and I started cracking up with him. Then we went back to his seat. And when he finished with his composition final, he walked past my desk and grinned. I couldn't help but smile as I worked.
Then during specials, I was walking back to my last class with my friend Sasha and talking to her about how Paulw as all nice to me after Kyle left, and she said, "Well, he's not gonna admit his feelings in front of you! Esepcially not Kyle! He must think Kyle still likes you!" "I don't think Kyle likes me anymore," was my reply, nodding. "Yes he does!" was Sasha's reply as she went to her locker. When we got to Math class, we got through the whole class, and then she went up to Kyle and asked him, and he said, "Ask George." As she went to ask George, I asked him and he replied, "No... I kinda got over that a while ago." "Not to be mean... But phew! Now more awkwardness!" was my reply, putting my hands over my heart. Kyle laughed and said, "Yeah. Like when we sat next to each other in Language Arts and Math." I just nodded, and then Sasha came back, and said, "Paul love you! Anyways, you don't like Res anymore." "HE DOESN'T AND I KNOW!" was my reply. I was pretty frustrated by now, but I couldn't help it! So, then Sasha asked for Kyle's opinion, and he replied, "I'm pretty sure Paul likes you, Res."
So as we walked to the buses, My good friend Nathan pushed me from behind, and then we talked as we walked out about classes and why he wasn't at Computers today. So as we were walking, I looked around to make sure there was no teachers. I looked around to make sure there were no teachers because Paul was in front of me. So I kicked his back pack, and then talked with Nathan like nothing happened. He looked behind him and was like, "YOU!" And I payed no attentiona nd laughed when my friend Lily started to laugh her head off at what I did. We got to the computers room and I saw Paul cutting others, and I was like, "You [insert cuss name here]! Don't cut people like that!" Yeah.. I cussed out loud. But I did tell you guys I cuss, didn't I? "Oh, That's REALLY nice!" was his reply. Then he cussed and I walked to my bus, laughing my head off and texting my friend.
And I did catch him staring at me during the big composition. It made me uncomfortable. And furing lunch Sasha went to talk with Andri who sits at Paul's table, so when I went over to talk to Kasey (Yeah, it is spelt with a K) and Paul was like, "Go away." He stared at me the whole time.
-- Edited by Florestadream on Tuesday 31st of March 2009 08:05:50 PM
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
There are so, so, so many people here that are utterly amazing, and I could never forget them. If you're not here, do not be offended! These are the people I really, truly feel like they are my real-life friends.
Moonstar - Wow... Hahahaha. You are AMAZING, Moonie. You're... well, pretty much one of my best friends. It is hard to describe, because we pretty much just met, but I feel happier when I'm talkign to you. Even if I do not know you in person, I seem to be happy after I talk to you! And to know that someone is there that appreciates my comments and advice if really nice, too. And to think we kind of just met! Wow!
Ebonystar - This is self explanitory.
Hahaha, no, I do have to say this. Ebonnie, like everyone else in this entry, is my inspiration to keep going in life. You are an amazing artist. I believe you shall one day rule the world. YEAH, I JUST TOLD EVERYONE YOUR PLAN TO RULE THE WORLD. MWAHAHAHAHA!
Flight - LYKE, OMG MY BFF! Hahahaha, yeah. Flight, you are the awesomest ever!!!!! You are just so funny and easy-going, that I can never forget when we met. I believe it was on Goldheart's sight, amirite? xD WARE ARE YOU, MY BFFL?!?!?! XD
Emberpaw - MA SISTA! Hahaha, Nighters, you are plain old AMAZINGNESS. DON'T DENY IT. That's all foo. Peace. *nods in a gangsta fashion*
Tabbystripe - I might have "just met" you, but I feel like I have known you as long as Ebonnie and Goldie. :D You are awesomness, so... yeah. xD I wish you the best of luck for everything in yoru life, and do not forget; I AM HERE FOR YOU ! *spazz* Hahaha, but seriously, I am here to help you! :D
Goldheart - WHERE YOU BE?! I miss you, Goldie! You are an amazing, talented person. I have not seen you in so long; WHERE HAVE YOU GONE?!
If you're not on here, do not be offended. These are just my BFFLs.
resta
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Hahaha! Darn it Resta! You beeth giving away mah secrets to rule zeh world! >8D But seriously, thanks so much buddy! I am so happy that you feel that way about me! XD You are an amazing person Resta and i am glad to have... 'met' you even though we really havent ever 'met' ;)
*smiles* and :) Which are basically the same thing. Except not. But kind of. Anyways, RESTAAAAAAHHHHHHH! THANK YOUUUU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I appreciate that so MUCHESSSS! I FEEL THE SAMEEEE! WEEEE! [/hyperactive] !!! I'm so happy we did get to meet! It's a good thing you joined this forum, or it may have never happened. >3
@Ebonnie :: I have my ways of fighuring things out... c: *dumb nod* Hahaha! I was thinking the same thing as I typed this. I kind of feel as if I know you all... Though physically I don't. xD
@Moonie :: *laughing* I give my thanks to you for creating this forum! I met so many cool people because of you! YOU ARE AWESOMENESS.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .