Hahaha, I love this community. You have no idea what horrible forums I witnessed before this. I was shocked that everyone was so inviting and got along so well. Just ask Tabbie. x3
I quit Gaia last month; you have no idea how horrible it was there. I had so many people call me rude names just because I made a small mistake. I love it here, though. You're all so kind, and supportive, and very gentle when correcting something. I can believe that.
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
So, today I got really, really frustrated at Paul because he said he was stronger than me, so I pushed him into lockers. I KNOW, I KNOW. Not nice, but I apologized at the end of the day I walked up to him and said in a rushed voice, "Paul, I am sosososososososo sorry for pushing you! Sooooo sorry!" And he was like, "For what...?" "Pushing you into the lockers!" I said, confused. He laughed and replied, "It didn't hurt." So then I went to science to get my stuff for teh after school band rehersal. I sat in the front row, and when I looked to the clock, which was behind me, I saw Paul in the perfect position to look at me. And he glanced at me, and then looked away. At the end of the band rehersal, I walked outside and saw Alex and Paul and Johnathan talking together. Alex is a real bully so he and I started shouting at eac other. Then he pointed to John and said, "You are adopted." I wanted to slap him, but held back. Then he pointed to Paul and said, "You eat puppies." Paul gave this, "WHAT THE...?!?!?!?!?" look to Alex. and then he pointed to me. "TANGELO EATER!" he screamed. Then we argued loudly until Paul was like, "WILL YOU BOTH SHUT UP?!" (John had left by now.) "Okay, okay. I'm done," was my reply. "DONE?! YOU BULLY!" shouted Alex. My math teacher was right there as Paul and I said, "WILL YOU PLEASE SHUT UP?!" And he said, "Fine!" And so then the teacher said, "Well, that's a first!" Alex then got picked up by his mom, and Paul and I just started talking. It was really nice, and he was nice. So we were talking, adn I walked to stand against a pillar, and I didn't notice Kasey was there. So I looked up with Paul as Kasey said, "So... You two going out yet?" And Paul and I shouted in unison, "NO!" Then I said, "We have already made it prominent that Paul does not like me, and I do not like him! So shut up!" Then Paul and I sighed and Paul said, "Well, you like Maggie!" and pointed towards Maggie. Then I whispered to him, "No, he likes Rache." "Oh! EVEN BETTER!" he shouted smugly. Then I giggled and said, "And the computers teacher calls him a ladies man!" That made Paul explode in laughter and Kasey look away in defeat. So then I say to Paul, "You know what Kasey said, right?" Then he gave me a blank look and I had to gesture to it so I wouldn't have to say it out loud. Then he was like, 'OH! Right." "I hate when people do that. Nico, Sasha and Kate won't stop bothering me about it!" I said, clearly frustrated. "Oh my god, you don't have to tell me about Nico. He comes up to me every day and says that," he replied, sighing. I laughed as he said, "Oh! There's my mom. I should just run over there!" He pointed a short run away. Like, pretty short but not too short. So I said, "Oh, yes, VERY smart. Get hit by a car, will ya?" He rolled his eyes and retorted, "I'm not gonna run while the cars are moving." Then I called my mom and she said she was, "... two seconds away." I groaned and said, "She's gonna come at 3:15 like last time!" Paul laughed and said, "It's probably close to 3:15 now anyways." "It's three o'eight!" I argued. "I was close enough!" he shot back. "Nuh-uh! Seven minutes off!" I said, acting like a child. He then sighed and gave up. Eventually his mom was a short walk right, but he said, "Nah... She came drive over here." I laughed and asked, "Lazy?" "Yeah," he grinned, picking up his saxophone for a second and then putting it down again. So when his mom pulled up I grinned and said, "Bye, Paul." "Bye!" he said, putting his sax in the trunk and then getting into the car. "Sasha!" I said, grinning and walking over to her. I hadn't even noticed she was behind me; I was too busy talking to Paul. So she grinned and said, "Hey!" Then I told her what Kasey said nad then what we said, and her friend (and my friend) Kare (yeah, her name's Kare) said, "AW! HOW CUTE! YOU TWO ARE IN DENIAL!" I ignored her because my friend Chase was like, "Jenna!" And I was like, "Hey Chase! What's up?" "My parents forgot me!" he said in a cheerful voice. Then he went inside to call his parents. Anyways, that's all.
resta
EDIT ::Kyle, being the idiot he is, was joking. :P That actually scared me, the idiot...
-- Edited by Florestadream on Tuesday 7th of April 2009 09:07:52 PM
-- Edited by Florestadream on Tuesday 7th of April 2009 09:09:41 PM
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Eh, just a little update. Does not count as a journal entry.
Late Update from April 9th, 2009:
Today Paul and I actually got along.
So, okay this is what set us to get along. Kyle gave Paul a yellow jelly bean, and Paul ate it. He did this thing with his mouth that made me laugh, and he laughed with me! I was thinking, as I laughed, Woah! Paul is actually laughing with me! And French was my split block, so on the way to lunch he and I joked about the jelly bean and just cracked up. And so he and I hung out while we walked to get our lunch. But then he went to drop off his coat to his table and ten people came into line behind me. So I talked to my friend Dan about his Lacrosse practice last night. It was really funny... *snicker* But that is a story for another time.
Then, at the end of the class, I realized we had a band test, so I stood up, done with my paper, and asked Paul, "Hey... Do you have the study guide, Paul? I think I lost mine and the test is today..." His reply: "Oh gods... No. I didn't study." I just smiled and said, "It's okay. I'll ask Mike." Then I sat down and looked to the Mike that sits in front of me and said, "OMIGAWSH. THE BAND TEST IS TODAY! LEMME SEE YOUR SHEET!" And he was like, "Okay." So I studied for a little bit and then said, "'Ey, Paul! Here, you can see this. I've gotten all A+'s this term. I can fail one. I dunno 'bout you, but here anyways." So then I gave it to him, he looked at it, gave it back to me, and then I studied to a few minutes. Abie tested me on it, and then I spoke to Paul about his last grade. He was so nice about it, and carefree about it.
OH! And when I told Paul that people thought I was going out with Nathan, Paul said, "WHAT?!?!?!?!" I nodded sadly and said, "I know. Especially last night. Sam and Ben taunted me about it." "What did you do to them?" he asked, not really calming down. "I threw my Vitamin Water at Sam's head, and screamed my head off at Ben," was my nonchalant reply. Paul looked really miffed that people though I was going out with Nathan, but laughed because I really DID throw my drink at Sam. Did I mention how he looked like he wanted to kill Nathan...? xD Hahahaha...
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Okay, I just have to tell you guys about a really creepy dream last night. And ignore the *(insert number) They're to explain later on what happened in that area, and why it's so random.
I dreamt that I had Paul over my house for dinner, along with the rest of his family, so it was a really stressful, tense dinner, and we ended up going to a Rangers game*1, in which there was a part where people could skate around and play*2 hockey. So, Paul was on the rink and my friends and I were just laughing and joking around, when suddenly Brad*3 came over, sat in the seat next to me*4. Then He kissed me on the cheek and my eyes were closed, and I was trying to push him away*5. So, I see Kyle and Paul playing*6 hockey, and then run onto the rink*7, and saw my friend Josie. I run up to Paul and told him what Brad did, which made him hiss a string of profanities, and then hold me by the hand and get off the rink. So, after that I went back to my seat, and saw my friend Nico, who just earlier yesterday*8, I found out he is going out with my friend, Karin. So I run up to him, and kick him in the shoe, and suddenly it turns out to be Karin who I yelled, "I can't believe you didn't tell me, you big jerk!" So I looked up sheepishly and made an excuse about why I said that, and walked away. Then I ran into Paul again, and we ended up leaving. Oh, and my friend Dannik*9 was there, too, and during the part when we were buying the tickets, he ran up to me and hugged me*10.
Back to an actual event. And on April 16th was this event that was really important to me; a Jazz show. It had all the Jazz Bands from all the schools in it; and Paul was in my school's Jazz Band. So I was with my friend Ria, and we got front row seats (her mom's friends saved them), and we made plans to make Paul really embarassed. So we sat in the front row and when the Jazz band was coming to their seats, I called out, "GO PAUL!" He started to blush, grinned to me, and then looked away quickly. Since our school's jazz band was third, we listened and giggled as the first two bands played; I couldn't help it. Ria was made jokes! When the Jazz band finally performed, they were performing four songs. So after the second time, I shouted, "Go Paul!" again, which made him blush, smile, etc. again. THEN, at the end, when the Jazz bands were leaving, I did it again. Hahahaha, it was so funny! So, I was walking out, and after talking to my mom on my cell, I talked to my freind George (different George than the one Sasha's dating) and he made a few jokes, but I had to go. So as I walk out, I finally notice who's walking behind me. Paul's mom, and Paul, and his brother, Zane. Paul's mom's bag poked me in the back, so I squeaked a, "Sorry!" and got out of her way, by calling out, "Zeke!" who is my friend Catie's (pronounced like Katie) brother. He gave me a salute with his drumsticks once he finally noticed me. It made me laugh because I was so freaked out from being so close to Paul's mom, who knows who I am. And I don't know who she is, really! And same with the brother, Zeke. He knows me, I think, too. Creeepppyyyyyyy... xD
Anyways, this was really just so I could remember that event, and share a really creepy dream with you! xD
*1 - I don't live in New York, but somehow, we got to New York in a few minutes, because the Rangers were playing at MSG (Madison Square Garden). *2 - Yeah, not exactly play, but try to, at least. LOL! *3 - Brad is this really hyper, crazy, out-of-his-mind-in-a-good-way friend of mine who's a complete flirt. *4 - How did the seat suddenly become empty...? *5 - I actually did in my dream, and he rolled through the entrance, laughing like a maniac. xD *6 - Yeah, in real life Paul doesn't really like hockey, and the same goes for Kyle. But they were, like... Masters out there! And they wore the gear (somehow) and everything! *7 - I don't know! For a few seconds in my dream there was just the rink, and nothing else. xD *8 - Okay, so yesterday in real life my friend Kate and I were on her facebook, and I found out that way. *9 - Dannik's a real flirt, too, but an awesome, really funny friend. :D *10 - He has had so many girl friends thise year--and most of them are a year older! ._.'
Resta
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
XD I've had dreams like that. Soooo weird o3o But it's not as weird as the one I had where everybody had duck bills and we were playing that zero-gravity game that's like a cross between ping pong/football/soccer/tennis and a bunch of other sports. xD
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"If he dies, then it will be God's will."
"If that was meant to be comforting, it was not."
"Everyone dies eventually. Once you are born, you begin to die."
"That was not comforting either!"
"It is the way of the Creed. Usually our deaths are violent but quick."
Man, my day sucked today. I know I'm on hiatus, but I have to get this off my chest.
First, during recess, I got hit in the eye with a football, and it hurt like heck. My really two good guy friends and my good friend Caitlain helped me out. I didn't go to the nurse, and now I feel really sick. But it was really sweet that all my guy friends wanted to beat the guy who threw the football at me up. xD It lifted my spirits a whole lot.
And then during band, it got worse. Sasha, Cate, and Yen... I've been on the fence with them, and I'm in a group with them for a thing at Six Flags for the band. I talked to my friend about switching groups, but I left early because I got hit in the eye, so I don't know if she talked to our conductor about it or not. I hope she did, but I really don't know. And I got locked out of the band room. But my conductor is really nice. Yesterday he talked to me about the whole group thing because I was uncomfortable about it, and today he helped me out when I needed to pack up in three minutes. Hahaha.
AND, I think I'm going through (almost) the exact thing as Moonie. I'm really getting sick and tired of dealing with Paul. Will he chose to be nice or mean and leave it at that? Guys are wayyyyyyy too complicated, and I think I have a crush on my friend Sam now. I mean, Sam is the guy friend I really need at this point. He doesn't act like he has a crush on me, or like he's flirting with me, and that makes me feel comfortable. I mean, I'm not saying my otehr good guy friends act that way, but Sam... Is more like a giant walking teddy bear than any of them. He's sweet in personality, but someone I could talk about sports with. Yeah, now all my guys friends are acting kind of weird around me (except for Kyle because he doesn't like me anymore), so I'm kind of... Erm... seperating from a lot of people right now. I don't know what's wrong with me, but whatever is, I'm glad I have the patience to think it through at the moment. Moonie, feel free to talk to me about your problems, 'cuz now I can relate to them... I think. Not that I c ouldn't before, but now it's easier. I'm not easily empathetic... Hahahahaha!
ANDDDDDDDDD, LATE HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR FLIGHTY! I dunno if I got that right, but that's what it said on the calender thingy. xD Happy b-day meh buddy! :DDDDDDDD
Anyways,
Support and Best Wishes Always,
From Resta.
-EDIT- My group was switched. :D I think I'm in Sam's group, too! :D -- Edited by Florestadream on Wednesday 29th of April 2009 07:40:00 PM
-- Edited by Florestadream on Wednesday 29th of April 2009 08:13:21 PM
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
Haha, I wish you good luck in whichever guy you choose, and that your eye/neck feels betters! And yeah, Flighty's b-day was yesterday o3o (Is a bad friend for not getting her her b-day present yet XD;;)
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"If he dies, then it will be God's will."
"If that was meant to be comforting, it was not."
"Everyone dies eventually. Once you are born, you begin to die."
"That was not comforting either!"
"It is the way of the Creed. Usually our deaths are violent but quick."