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Florestadream


RiverClan Warrior

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RE: Resta's Journal!~ UPDATE: Page 18;; Lovveeeeeeee.
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@Dusky: Read the big paragraph... xD

December 19th, 2008

I am so busy right now, so if you get a present for the holidays after teh holidays, I'm really sorry! I've been really busy doing IRL presents, and writing a huge story featuring all fo my friends! I have a lot more to do, also, one of them a card for my Dad. He's done a lot for me this year. :3 And I have to practice for band, and etc. So mcuh to do, so little time. Not to be ironic, of course. But seriously...

Anyways, about one of my IRL pictures, originally I had really good friends in one of my stories, but now I have to get rid of three of tehm because tehy're not my good friends anymore, but they think they are, so I have to make two pictures for that one story. Ugh! Too much, TOO MUCH!

[cue_venting]

Okay, I am really mad at my once-friend Pauline ( name changed fro legal reasons ). She is creeping out all my guy friends, and I don't like it! She should go bother someone else, but she can't stop it, and I don't want to hurt her feelings and be all like, "Stop it, and go away. I don't want you to scare them. I want to be their friend, not some weird person that was their friend." But that's how I feel! And I don't know how to say it! I'm so stressed out,a nd teh Holidays are supposed to be fun! Then how come I'm not having any fun right now?

Also, I have another friend who's btohering me, because she's taking my friends away and so now I hardly have any friends! It's really bugging me! Like, you guys are my only friends right now! I'm not joking. I have two really nice IRL friends, that will talk to me. Otherwise, whatever I say to my other friends goes out the window! I feel that it's no fair!

And I like a guy who apparently liked me last year, and my 'friend' Pauline is discouraging me and telling me he hates me, and he doesn't! He's one of my better friends, and whenever I want to talk to him, he tells his friends he'll be back in a few seconds, and walks over to me to talk. Does that sound like he hates me? I don't think so! I think it's no fair that Pauline discourages me! I didn't do anything to her! It's so frustrating! I mean, the guy shouts to talk to her, but comes over to talk to me! And she sayd they're 'BFFL's. Should I believe that?

And Pauline almost made me cry the other day. I was talking to the guy she liked, and when I came back, she looked like she was going to kill me and she hissed, "What were you guys talkin' about?" When I said nothing she threw insults at me and walked away. I wanted to talk to my closest guy friend and just cry to him how mean she was and how I'm so bad at making myself believeable. It's just not fair!

[/end_venting]

I feel much better now! :3

So, yes, I have problems. Okay... That's me. Not ya'll.

Well then, I will get my gifties out ASAP!

Over and Out!

Florestadream

Warrior of RiverClan!~
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Those two paragraphs were 'bout Sam. And she still likes him. xD
Hahahaha... And yet I'm dating him.
*hugs back* THANK YOUUSSSS! Your advice, and everyone else's really helped me through everything! I love you all! :DDDDD

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07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
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Florestadream


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May 14, 2009

Life hates me. I swear it does.

But I feel better single.

Yup.

Sam and I broke up.

Oh well. I knew it would not last long.

And people are still thinking that Paul likes me.

But being single is really cool. :D

I do feel better single.

I do not get made fun of...

Hahaha... watch my friends that are girls go after Sam...

That will be pretty funny. xD

If You're Me, Healing Doesn't Take Long.
                  I've Been Hurt Enough That...
Well...
                  It Doesn't Hurt To Be Hurt.

ReSta

( It's true though. I've been hurt enough in my life, that nothing hurts emotionally. Call me whatever you wish; yeah, I'm that weird. Being hurt... Is nothing. Physically, emotionally. I laugh when I'm hurt. Because it doesn't hurt. Now let us watch and see what happens... I'm still hanging on to everything I love dearly... You guys, my IRL friends... my family. You guys keep me alive. ILUA! [I Love You All!] )



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07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Florestadream


RiverClan Warrior

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RE: starSTRUKK UPDATE: Page 19;; Never in so long have tears flowed.
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May 21, 2009

I was reading the beginning of a story I wrote, and it made me cry...

Because the girl in my story... was exactly like me.

Pressured to do well, yet she just wants to be with her friends.

Her parents push her around, control everything she does.

Is that right for a story to make you cry?

Even if it's based on your life?

starSTRUKK.

THINGS that SHOULDN'T make YOU cry,
CAUSE tears TO freely FLOW.

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07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Duskstar


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Aww Resta *hugs* And I don't care if you're Starstrukk, I'm still calling you Resta :P

Anyway, single is good. I honestly don't mind being truly single *stuff online isn't exactly dating, though people say it is* except for when people make fun of me for liking one of my guy friends who I've known since fourth grade and who I go to the movies with and stuff. They all think we're in love, blah blah blah. Dx

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"If he dies, then it will be God's will."

"If that was meant to be comforting, it was not."

"Everyone dies eventually. Once you are born, you begin to die."

"That was not comforting either!"

"It is the way of the Creed. Usually our deaths are violent but quick."

"Old man, are you trying to provoke me?"

-Stolen from a fanfic~-
Tutelasoul


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Stories make me cry all the time, Rezzy. It's okay if it does that to you...ESPECIALLY if it's based on your own life. That's completely okay...

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ask me why i love marching band.
i'll definitely tell you.
but only if you've got a year to listen.
Florestadream


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June 4, 2009

Life is so confusing....

Hey ya'll! School's almost over for me (in about 10 days) so expect to see less of me. I'm going to be terribly busy this summer! I wish I wasn't, but I'm doing camps, and everything, and my family doesn't want be being a lazy butt and staying inside. :P

Anyways, I'm not going to be on much -- I have finals and I have to finish Inkdeath this weekend. Paul is letting me borrow it, so yups... I have to give it back to him before the end of the year. He said, "Yes, you may borrow it, but I must have it back by the end of the year." So I agreed and I saved myself from an overdue library book and paying $25 for it. :D

Anyways, I'm also doing summer marching band practice and all that good stuff (lol!), so yup! How was ya'll's school year? It seemed to pass so fast!

starSTRUKK

Why is that so?



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07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Onyxfeather


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RE: starSTRUKK UPDATE: Page 19;; ITS ALLLMOOOSSSTTTTTT OVVEERRRRRR! YESSSS!
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My school year was fun. I am going out with the guy I loved last year. I loved this school year because our band went to the U.S.A Festival for band. We won the Sepria Decor award and got a Superior. I am going to miss all the 8th graders.

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He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine
Florestadream


RiverClan Warrior

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Frostie :: Hahaha... I think that you read the journal from a while...

Dawnsers :: That's awesome, Dawnsers! :D My band went to a competition, too! We got superior! But we came in second to our school's older band. :P We were sooooo close. .4 points to get the same score. Hahaha! That's awesome! :D

__________________

07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Florestadream


RiverClan Warrior

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RE: starSTRUKK UPDATE: Page 19;; MySunIsGone...ItDontShineNoMore...
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June 15, 2009

My sun is gone...

My personal sun blew out like a candle on a windy night...

Where have the times gone where I could just laugh and talk with him like nothing happened?

Why did things disappear?

Why... me?

WhereDidYouGo...

Sam?

WhereDidTheHappinessRunTo...?

LonelyHearted,
LostMyWay...
DontShowYourFaceInMyUniverseAgain...

__________________

07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Florestadream


RiverClan Warrior

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I'm Going On A Hiatus...

Be Back When I Have Found Where I Belong...

"I will never believe in anything again.
I will never believe in anything again.
Oh, well, change will come;
Oh, well, change will come.

We will never believe again.
Kickdrum beating in my chest again.
Oh, we will never believe again.
Preach electric to a microphone stand."

- Coffee's for Closers
Fall Out Boy

__________________

07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
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