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Goldheart


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Goldies Journal. ||August 30th, 2011||
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My life is quite insane at the moment. And basically overwhelming. And I'm about ready to snap. Everywhere I go, I'm putting on a fake smile. I'm showing everyone else that I'm happy. That nothing is wrong. When inside me, everything is spinning around. And it's honestly freaking me out. I mean I have a few points in my life that makes me the happiest. That's one of the reasons I came back to this site yesterday. This place has made me so incredibaly happy. I've met some of my BEST friends on this. I know a lot of names have been changed on this site, but I remember their original names, Ebony, Eagle, and Dusk, you guys are AMAZING. You always make me smile!

Ebony, you are my dearest friend on the forums and in actual life. I have never met you face to face. But we have an inseperable bond. Whether it be RP-ing our kitty cat love to each other or hashing out our problems together. You're my best friend. There is no one quite like you. You're so incredibaly amazing. And there isn't enough Thank You's I can say to express how much I am thankful to you for everything.

Eagle & Dusk- You guys are in one for a reason. =] You both make me laugh so much! You guys always have witty remarks to each other. And you always make AMAZING RP characters. You guys were always there to give me a smile when I needed it the most. You both are completely AMAZING people. And you both mean the world to me. Thank you guys =]

I have been really blah lately. Just trying to get through life ya know? Its like hell right now though that's for sure.

||Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about getting out there and dancing in the rain.||

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Ebonycloud


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RE: Goldies Journal. Read it and Weep. ||April 11th||
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*hugs!* Oh Goldie that makes me so happy to hear that i have managed to make you even a little bit happy! You are an amazing person yourself! YOu have helped me through so many problems and i am so glad that i have been able to help you with your's! Like i told you before, things will look up for you soon =D Its always darkest before the dawn and i know that is quite cliche XD
Keep on trucking mah sis and things will go your way soon =3

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Goldheart


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=] Thank you Ebony. You're completely amazing xD You really have no idea =]

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||Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about getting out there and dancing in the rain.||

=D Its always darkest before the dawn and i know that is quite cliche XD


I've always realized without knowing it, that I have more fun at teh dark before the dawn,. and the rain, and ... stoopid metaphors.

Basiclly, I always think my life's terrible when bad things happen, then after I realize my friends are amaizing for getting me through it all. :DD I KNOW Ebbs, Dusky, and Eagle are pwnsome friends and would help anyone through anything.

Hopw your life gets back on track soon. You know what? Actually, I *don't* hope your life gets on track, because it's so boring and the wait kills when you're waiting for another storm. xDD


((hope I didn't confuse you too much. xD))

-- Edited by Lily on Sunday 12th of April 2009 02:27:18 PM

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Goldheart


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Haha =] You're amazing! I understood you perfectly! =] After I read it twice of course =] Haha. Thank you though =] So very much.

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I definitely understand what you're going throuhg, Goldy. Life is heck, isn't it? I know this, 'cause I'm going through that right now. Life, as I said to Moonie, sucks. A lot. But, hey. A good life would suck even more. There's nothing, because a good life is a boring life, without chances taken. But I guess, chances scare you. HECK, life scares you, doesn't it? But, chances. That's life. Chances, death, fear, happiness. And if you are happy, be happy, and don't wonder when it's gonna end. Because, if you anicipate it, it's gonna hurt more in the end. Throw expectations out the window and be yourself. Dance in the rain, let your hair down, and laugh. "Dance like nobody's watching."

I will write more to you in a PM once I have my thoughts down. :D I hope this little bit helped.

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okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
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Goldheart


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=] Its did =] Thank you SO much =] You have no clue how much that just made me smile =] Thank you thank you thank you. =]

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Florestadream


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No problem at all, Goldie. You're an awesome person, and we've all missed you!

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07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
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Twinklepaw


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Gosh, Goldie, I know just what you mean.  My life is so undescribable right now, but I act cheerful.  I have my dark moments, where I text my friends all the bad stuff going on in my life right now, and then a few minutes later I'll discuss some cheerful subject with them, because I just tell myself I gotta be strong, though it's so hard. =(

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:'( poor goldy.... Life must really suck for you. I totally understand.
It's like a stream ::
Somtimes, it's hard to get the water through, lots or rocks block out the way. That makes it hard.
But yet, somtimes, it's so peaceful and thourogh, it's beautiful. That's the best time in life.

I never really ever met you. I think you left before I joined. If not, here's the polite way of introducing myself =)

Hello. I'm Timbersong. Also in ThunderClan ^^
Yeah. I joined almost a year ago, and now I'm ThunderClan deputy. Glad that we can meet =)

-- Edited by Timbersong on Saturday 18th of April 2009 12:27:03 AM

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darlin',
you're hiding in the closet
once again, start smiling.
I know you're tryin', real hard
not to turn your head away
pretty darling, face tomorrow
tomorrow's not yesterday. <3

 
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