Warrior Cats: The Four Clans

Florestadream · RiverClan Warrior

RE: resta be my name.;; highschool. 11.1.10

Amourapaw · ThunderClan Medicine Cat Apprentice

honey, i miss you too.

Florestadream · RiverClan Warrior

RE: as long as you're living; that's the good life. resta.

Scorchheart · ShadowClan Warrior

Well said Resta. It feels kind of odd after you go back and look at the old posts.... but livingin the present we see that what we did back then came up to this. Hopinh you have a nice week~

Scorchheart

Florestadream · RiverClan Warrior

08.30.11;;

highschoolissucha d o w n e r . . .

started up highschool again. i don't really hate it, but juggling my life and everything that comes with starting up the school year again is really tough. i'm sort of tired already though. which is kind of upsetting, but not at the same time. it's actually sort of nice to start up a new schedule.

been writing drabbles over and over again. it's relaxing.

resta.

Goldheart · ThunderClan Warrior

Writing has always been a way for me to forget about everything.

Moonstar · RiverClan Leader

Oh my goodness, couldn't agree more. It's my way to cope. And when you write something, I don't know, you just have like... a moment of clarity about who you are. It's amazing.

Goldheart · ThunderClan Warrior

Completely agreed Moonie. :) It makes everything you're going through seem so much easier to cope with as well.

Florestadream · RiverClan Warrior

09.17.11

a few days ago, i learned my friend is moving across the country.

she's gonna be there for a while.

she and i have been friends for a while, and though our friendship has been a little rocky, we've stuck through, and i'm really going to miss her.

it honestly just hit me that she's leaving, since she's leaving in about two weeks.

i knew highschool was full of change, but not this much change.

i think i'm going to visit her next month, though. crossing my fingers.

Florestadream · RiverClan Warrior

11;25;11

"i've been going crazy; i don't wanna waste another minute here."

/ x /

"this could be all i've waited for; and this could be everything; i don't wanna dream anymore.
/
maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year; and i've been going crazy; i'm stuck in here.
/
maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year; and i'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as i go nowhere; and this is my reaction to everything i feel; 'cause i've been going crazy i don't wanna waste another minute here."

*bzzt*
hello, world; can you hear me? is there a line lost? is there something --

*bzzt*
hello, world. can you hear me? i think i connect the lines wrong and something's --

"bzzt*
hello, world. i've connected the lines right and something's still missing but i've made it and you can hear me. you've made me into an over-confident girl that loses her strength at the worst times. you've made me into something. i don't quite know what it is yet, and i probably never will, but i know it's not who i want to be and i'm - oddly - okay with that because i always knew i was never going to be who i thought i was going to be and who everyone else thought and expected me to be. but you've made me an excellent actress - i am made to impress - and you've taught me to bottle up my emotions until i shatter and spill truths and lies until i'm deaddeaddead and lost and so sickandtired of life and expectations.

"bzzt"
hello, world. i'm - not really but almost there and preparing and failing but getting back up again - ready.

-- Edited by Florestadream on Friday 25th of November 2011 07:52:38 PM