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Florestadream


RiverClan Warrior

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RE: j ;; me,myself,and him. pg 20:: hiatus still. school started today.
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september 1, 2009

one more update -- promise.

miss my friend -- he's amazing. gave me a hug today. his friend asked him, "why are you hugging HER?" he replied, "because she's amazing." i feel like i could fly. i would fly to him, and ask him for another hug. so i could fly again. i miss him so much. he's not on my teamf or school. but we're still amazing friends. <3 miss him.

same old story,
just another boring day.
j

i can fly...



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07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Florestadream


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RE: j ;; me,myself,and him. pg 20:: semi-hiatus. i can fly...
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today happens to be september eighth, two-thousand, nine.

paul... <3 i've liked him for so long now... its weird. my friend is making me call him friday... and then today my friend frank asked us if we were going out, because we seemed like it. if only. x3
music... <33 this will always be my love.
krys... <33 love this sweetheart... just wish he would be himself again. not do drugs... he is a sweetheart though... when we played mafia, he was the angel and he chose me to save, even though i was the mafia (in that same instant i killed him... i apologized ten-times over. he just laughed and told me to chill.). hes such a nice guy. i want him back, as the old krys. not the new.

homeroom <...3 i don't know what to say. two guys came and sat next to me... one called me a turn-off because i'm, "too smart," but he kept talking to me, and didn't move... he should've. and the other guy... he was wayyy to close for comfort. his chair was against mine and he wouldnt leave me alone. i think they're watching me. (but a plus is that they're friends with krys. (((((((((: a definite plus!)
classes? <...3 well... let me just say i think some guy is stalking me.. hahaha! just kidding! this guy is my best friend. :))) we joke around a loootttt.
band <33 i love band. i play the bassoon. it is amaziiinnngggg. now my teacher won't stop mentioning my instrument. it will eventually get annoying, and i'm embarassed by it, but the bassoon is amazing. <33333333

wellll... i dont know if anyone even reads these anymore, but... just having a little update.

ever&&ever i will forever be yours..

j



__________________

07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Florestadream


RiverClan Warrior

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RE: j ;; me,myself,and him. pg 20:: semi-hiatus. loves.
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today happens to be september eleventh two-thousand nine.

honor the brave people who died today in the twin-towers...

i think my ex stares at me.
just because i wear skinny jeans.
hes so messed up.
he should get a life.
open up a little.
see the world for what it is.
find truth in lies, etc.

he really should get a life.

ever&&ever i will forever be yours...

j

__________________

07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Amourapaw


ThunderClan Medicine Cat Apprentice

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RE: j ;; me,myself,and him. pg 20:: semi-hiatus. my ex is so stupid.
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aww!
sometimes, exs are so stupid :3
and yes, starry, that's how you spell adios.
i think :3

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darlin',
you're hiding in the closet
once again, start smiling.
I know you're tryin', real hard
not to turn your head away
pretty darling, face tomorrow
tomorrow's not yesterday. <3

 
Florestadream


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RE: j ;; me,myself,and him. pg 20:: semi-hiatus. im feeling a little tension in this hot room...
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today is the (amazing) day of september 15 two-thousand and nine.

(amazing.)

couple things.

listening to;;
whoa oh! forever the sickest kids
love drunk boys like girls
heart heart heartbreak boys like girls
one time justin bieber
five minutes to midnight boys like girls
the great escape boys like girls
contagious boys like girls
weightless all time low
come one, come all all time low

these songs are so... me. <3

justin bieber. <3 heard him once, love him forever.

paul. yeah. forever. :l now only if we could get past our differences. and he would stop laughing at my mistakes. that's my job. and since he doesnt laugh at his, laughing at his mistakes is my job. that leads to him laughing. my job is done.

falling/flailing. im an insomniac. (no one believes me.) i get no sleep. i always feel sick. i cant stay away. im starting to fail my popquizzes i would usually pass.

im so scared.

j



__________________

07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Florestadream


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today is september sixteenth.

day of figuringthingsoutthatineverwantedtoknow

i finally figured out somehow he got back into my heart without me knowing and i feel like hes here to stay.
hes talking to me again (broke up with his gf) and now hes talking to me again.
i said "get a life" when his back was turned. quietly though. i think only i heard. pretty sure he didnt.
good though.
though maybe i wish he did?
maybe.
i find that his laugh stil burns, but then i remember my friends, and it goes away.
then i find his eyes still catch me breathless; my friend joes laugh lets me breath again.
i dont need him, and if he needs me, he lost me once.
never again.

should i be worried?

i have joe -- my best friend who i think might secretly have a crush on me. i doubt that will get in the way of our friendship though.
its just THAT important.

ihavejoeandhesallineed<3

j

__________________

07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Onyxfeather


ShadowClan Warrior

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RE: j ;; semi-hiatus. honey youll never find my heart again because you dont have the key
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Aw, Starsie. That's good that you have Joe. *sighs* I have my bestie Kait, there by my side. Best friends, aren't they great?

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He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine
Florestadream


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best friends are amazing! ~ only thing is if joe and i hung out out of school ppl wpuld be MIGHTY suspicious. middle schoolers can hav some VERRRRRRRY weird ideas joe and i are very good frienda tho (: <3 besties hahahahaha!!! ((((((((((:

__________________

07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Florestadream


RiverClan Warrior

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RE: j ;; semi-hiatus-ish. you never know what you have until you actually see what you... missed.
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today is september twentieth two-thousand and nine.

its late at night.

you never know what you have until you actually see what you... missed.
i had a crush on paul... for so long... but i never saw who i missed and passed by so many times.
my best friend joe -- i think i wouldve actually had a chance if i hadnt been so blind.
my friend mike -- i had a chance and missed it -- but awkwardness wouldnt have been good.
any other friend -- passed right by them for paul.
i shouldve passed by sam though -- hes such a bad person. i dont get it.

itslateatnight--ishouldclosemyeyesandcountthesheep.
j

__________________

07.08.13

okay, then.
unfortunately loving an idiot
who doesn't love me back.
but i'm not falling.
i just kind of...
am.
. 
Amourapaw


ThunderClan Medicine Cat Apprentice

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whoot! justin bieber is the man! so smexy and hott!
love his song

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darlin',
you're hiding in the closet
once again, start smiling.
I know you're tryin', real hard
not to turn your head away
pretty darling, face tomorrow
tomorrow's not yesterday. <3

 
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