It was amazing. Yesterday. Was. Amazing. period. Our dance was from 4-6pm. I know, such a suckie time but who cares??
We danced for about an hour, partying and playing around. Then the gyms opened with the girl's gym having a big floaty thing and the boy's gym having tons of balls. My friends and I played soccer with a volleyball :) It was amazing and fun, fantastic and a blast. <33
orchestra;;
we had a challenge yesterday. It was for a region piece for violin. [region is a competition orchestra people can go to;; it's a bit orchestra kind of thing. They assign everyone the same 2 pieces (depending on your instrument) and you play it after 2 months of practice. They judge and the best 70 people get in :D] We played the hardest part... AND I GOT FRIGGIN 3 CHAIR!!! <333
i know i haven't been updating this a whole lot lately, i haven't even been updating my personal journal for awhile. but i feel the need to write this down in every journal because i feel soooo happy.
love.
don't you love love? [awkward silence XD] i really do. love is so dramatic. i love drama :] so come, let me tell you the awesomeness i have experienced with love.
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Well... on 10.30, one of my best guy friends started dating this awesome girl who is pretty, asian, and so me :]
Today, one of my best guy friends and one of my best friends started dating. we were all in the same kindergarten class and we've known each other since 5. i am happy.
SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER! Only read if you really want to and won't go blurting out to everyone :]
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On Halloween, my bf and my friends played truth-or-dare on my pf's iphone. It was a completely random one, and one of my dares was to kiss my bf. so i kissed him on the cheek and then he kissed me back... love is so romantic, huh?
Okay. i know this was a completely random entry but i needed to write this. so sorry if this wasted your time. :]
heyy... Que Tal? [Wassup?? ~in spanish] Mi llamo Mossi y tengo once ano. [My name is Mossi and I am 11 years old]
Okay. Stop the Spanish.
today is fridaythethirteenth. FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH
okay. freak out, yeah. go ahead. i did, but you know what? today was quite good. i got an 100 on my progress report for spanish, a good grade on the science quiz, umm.. yeah. it's quite good for me.
Regions. Are. Manana. [tomorrow ~in spanish] Seriously, regions are dangerous. Regions is[are, wtf?] a violin competition that I am going to manana. it is scary. please, please, please, please, please, PLEASE x 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 wish me luck. please. i begg you.
heyy. today is my daddy's birthday! [XD] but anyways...
i just have to say this website isn't as interesting as it was before. I guess i'm growing a bit out of this, so don't be like 'Gasp Mossi wasn't on today!' because... i'll be absent quite a lot. I'm sorry, just not in the happy mood right now.
i am having a lot of boy trouble. seriously. my bf gets annoying, he's like obsessed with me and will never live if i die. i get so tired of it, he has to know every single problem i have. he won't let me have fun with my friends, and i am practically forced to sit next to him at lunch. I have my own life, my own feelings. and i don't feel great around him as much. yeah, he's a cute one and nice at points, but i just don't like him as much as i did before. he's too nice, and would do anything for me. to me. he's in need of me, and that's bad.
but i am scared to break up with him. i feel scared that i'll hurt his feelings, that he'll hate me, or he won't break up with me. i want to, but then i don't. ....
yes, it's over. we broke up. i never wanted to, really, but the word escaped and he figured out and now it's gone. forever.
i realized i never loved him as a boyfriend, but as a friend. and i realized true love means to be able to sacrifice anything to be with him. to give your whole life and dedicate it to him. but i didn't want that. i am young, and a girl who is crazy and loves her girlfriends. so i had to do it.
see, he's obsessed with me. he can't live without me. he has to know everything that is whispering in the air, if it's coming to or from me. he needs to sit by me. he has to cuss at my friends when i want to sit by them. he has to call every single girl who broke up with his friends [even if they're my friends both ways] the wh word. and now he's going to call me that because i broke up with him.
he deleted me as a friend on facebook. literally. i never thought this would happen. i just wanted to be good friends. i was tired of his jokes, tired of his 'i love yous' tired of everything he would do. i want to be single and have girlfriends i am able to hang out with without him getting mad at me. or them. i want to be able to have crush on cute guys without feeling guilty. i want to have a life, one without him following me everywhere. but he doesn't. so he's clearly mad at me. oh, i feel so bad. i feel like breaking down a crying. this went bad, terrible. i wish i could take everything back and just tell him to stop and not break up, but just become good friends. if that happened, then he wouldn't be mad at me. i feel so bad..
~boy why you so obsessed with me, boy i wannna know,
i hope he gets over it soon, mossi. he's a real jerk to call you that. heck if i was there, i'd give a good sock in the face, kick him where it hurts and tell him to go die in a hole. then probably get beaten up and in nig trouble, but like i would care. tell him to back off. just because he's not happy doesn't mean you shouldn't be happy, either. ignore it, and tell him that big bad ol' resta is gonna find him if he keeps it up. ;3 i've never had a boyfriend so i can't say, but i know how it feels when a guy likes you and does everything for you and won't leave you alone, and always seems to be where. listen. it happens. things change, and life goes on. if he decides to dwell on it, let him. you should move on, tomorrow is another page in your book. if you don't turn the page, or move ahead, you're just rereading the same old thing over and over again, and that's no good for your future. to dwell on the past is to miss your chances. i hope i helped in anyway. i had to reply, but i'm in a rush since my school dance is in a half-an-hour. ~ wish me luck! haha i'm just kidding. good luck mossi. let's be the girl's that are hard to impress together. <3 love ya.
and reply to your fridaythethirteenth entry: my regionals are tomorrow. :o *nervousnervousnervous!*
-- Edited by Florestapaw on Friday 4th of December 2009 11:26:40 PM
-- Edited by Florestapaw on Friday 4th of December 2009 11:27:42 PM
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07.08.13
okay, then. unfortunately loving an idiot who doesn't love me back. but i'm not falling. i just kind of... am. .
aww, thank you so much resta. i'm happy to be single, actually. like i care if a guy hates me ;P it just counts if i am happy, i guess. and i am. so there
and good luck, though you won't need it. you'll do great, i know it. just take a deep breath and play like you normally do, which is definitely awesome. <3 you'll do perf. no doubt.
-- Edited by Mosspaw on Saturday 5th of December 2009 01:14:35 AM
yeah, it's not christmas but it sure was awesome today. i swear....
firstly, i am happy. being single made me feel so much better. you know what? i don't give a crap what a butthead like him says or does. i'm just glad to be me. and that's really all that matters. and being me means no boyfriend for now. and maybe for a long time. but i like it this way, and it'll be so.
second, my best friend is going out with a guy. who's super nice and likes her a lot. they hug a lot, and it's only their 1st day out. ahh, you know, ever time a relationship dies, a new one is born. :]
and lastly, it snowed today. literally. and you don't get this often living in houston, texas. it broke the record of like snow ever 80 years... it's snowed last year [barely] and in '04. so HA. my brother is in dallas, texas, having a competition, and it didn't snow there. hahaha loser. :p i'm so happy about the snow, it's beautiful and so cool <3
so today was quite a good day, for me. i'm just glad to me mossi. once again.