Warrior Cats: The Four Clans

Welcome back ever so much Resta! (Still want to call you that XD) Its great to see you again =D Like Lilyspirit said, we all need time to ourselves! Well said Lilers! XD By the way... could you send me the PM with the story... I think i deleted it ^^"

July 6, 2009

Whoo! i'm absolutely pumped! tomorrow i'm having my first bassoon lesson and probably going to the mall with one of my best friends terry! she's the best! and i haven't seen her for a while. then today i saw my friend zack, and we're making plans to take my friend tommy to the driving range to see if he will collapse or beat us both. haha! then my cousin is coming thursday, and... friday i might be hanging out with some of my friends. :3 i'm really excited! and then... hm... what else... hm... i forget... hahaha! well, just really excited... oh! now i remember! weeellllll... *sighs* i'm inviting paul to hang out with my friends and i (he's friends with my friends... hahaha!), but i don't know if he can come or not because he might be away, though i know he would want to come because we're going to the movies i think. hahaha!

well... that's all.

RESTA

Aw! T.T thats awesome!! Great poem. U r awesome at writing!!!

August 31, 2009
Monday

Hiatus is still on... just a few minutes.
school started today. i was nervous.
now i'm even more nervous.
which is stupid. but who cares?
<i do.>
no one can change it.
<yes i can.>

mmmm... kay. this year is gonna be really awkward. i have 16 new students in my school. one of them i just met and hes an amazing friend. one of my friends likes me. i think. he is jealous of my new friend. i think. my crush is also jealous of my new friend. i think. i just kinda ignored paul after i saw my new friend. probably ticked-off paul. oops. and his all happened because of a mis-seating in lunch. i don't get it. should i?

but i have three blocks with paul. i managed to make him laugh, which is terribly hard. i feel accomplished. we had our daily bickering. he's a real sweetie. his brother is mean. his brother glared at me and called me stupid. i think his brother hates me. i don't see why. it was nice to see all my friends again. my hug-friend isn't on my team. i miss him. i wish i could hug him right now. but i can't. because he isn't in a hallway near me. i'm freaking out.

one of my friends. well he was. does drugs. i'm sad. i don't kno what to do. he's in my homeroom. and several blocks. he dyed his hair an ugly color. i liked it better natural. i don't know what to do. i know i have to help. i'm too lost though -- how can i help him if i can't help myself?

family problems suck. but i won't bore you with them. it's an old story that loves to hear itself speak. it loves it's own voice. it's rather vain. and i do speak of it as if it is a real person. because sometimes i think it is. i sound crazy right now, don't i?

same old story,
just another boring day.
j